|Quantum Human Design Type||Alchemist (Generator)|
Certified Level 2 Quantum Human Design Specialist
I connect people to their Future Self. I offer hope, presence, and simplicity.
My practice is the natural result of my own journey to vitality, abundance, and fulfillment. As your guide on this journey of transformation, I create inner alignment and outer fulfillment for my clients - and yes, we will tackle both the inner and outer games.
Hi, I'm Guin. I'm a Leo in the midst of Chiron Return. Right timing for The Wounded Healer!
I'm married to the MOST amazing, talented, brilliant man - the love of my life. I'm an enrolled member of Cherokee Nation.
I'm living in beautiful Santa Fe, New Mexico.
I believe creating a 'small-footprint' - and am a big fan of the Tao of Piglet.
My authentic code is prosperity, ease, home, and health.
My alignment themes are sustainability, play, commitment, passion, and engagement.
## My journey to Creating a Life I Love...
Shy, nerdy, small kid - high achiever in school but never really applied myself - got married young, to the love of my life -
was always able to get good jobs...the jobs I wanted.
I bootstrapped my first business at age 25. I've worked (and I do mean WORKED) practically my entire life. I felt like I was put here to WORK. And I've been really good at it. I'm a hard worker, highly productive — to wit, I've been referred to as "The Machine" by my colleagues. And hugely successful for the most part. My husband and I have owned and operated a handful of very successful businesses. I've won many statewide and national sales awards and was named the manager of the year.
And I've made really good money (for myself and those I've worked for). Living what most would think is an amazing life with my creative husband in a world-class city. For many years things appeared to be going really well. Or were they? My career was gangbusters, and my employers sure loved my work. But deep down, there was always an unsettled feeling.
Then a few years back, I made a career change. It was essentially me jumping out of a toxic work environment — but what I jumped into wasn't at all what I thought. And I floundered for a period.
After that, despite pulling it back together and resuming my "successful" career trajectory, something never quite felt right. I felt like I was chasing after something - some feeling that was always lacking...and I felt that chasm growing.
Mind you, I was still having massive success, but I felt out of control...angry sometimes, anxious always. I wasn’t sleeping well. My health and relationship with my husband were suffering. I spent my days, nights, and weekends doing work I thought I enjoyed, yet I always like something was NEVER right.
“It” – this success I was having – was *supposed* to feel great. But it didn’t. If anything, it made me feel trapped.
**As weeks turned into months and months into years, things kept getting worse…**
After a series of short stints at jobs I grew to despise more and more, I finally had to walk away from that amazing career. At first i t was liberating, but only briefly. Mostly, I was terrified. My whole life seemed to be falling apart. Thankfully my husband supported me, but I definitely fell off a cliff. Anxiety had turned into burnout...and depression.
**On a deeper level, I didn’t even have the awareness to know my life was so utterly out of alignment with my intuition and heart.**
I spent months trying to fixing myself, frankly without much success. One good thing that did come about is that I finally admitted to myself that my success hadn’t resulted from following my intuition. Instead, I stumbled or efforted myself into opportunities, taking them without really knowing if it was something I even wanted to do, much less following my soul’s calling.
I won’t lie. That “aha!” moment was tough. It meant that I had to make big changes – changes that would be scary, maybe even stupid...and might not work. Worst of all, part of me felt like I couldn’t trust myself. If I had gone down this totally misaligned path for so long, how could I know if I was making the right decision now?
Finally, though, *enough was enough.* A little over a year ago, I was going through some posts in one of the self-healing groups I'd joined, and I noticed that almost everyone was referring to themselves by these strange numbers and words...things like, "I'm a 3/5 Emotional Manifestor, or I'm a 4/6 Pure Generator, or a 6/2 Splenic Projector.
I thought to myself: what the heck are they talking about? Little did I know I'd actually stumbled on the very thing that catapulted me into my purpose and catalyzed my alignment. I had FOUND human design...a system that opened the door to healing for me and led me to alignment.
You see, due to a lifetime of conditioning, I believed that my outer success was proof of my inner truth. A lot has happened between the time that choice to walk away was made and where I am today – a longer story for another time perhaps.
But fast-forward to now, and my life looks so very different. I make less money, but I’m more successful than I ever thought possible, and this time around, my success is the *actual* result of being myself instead of some notion of what I thought was Superwoman.
My success now comes from being aligned with my own authentic Superpowers and by listening to my intuition and following my unique strategy and decision-making process.
I now spend my days doing work that changes people’s lives. It feels *incredible*, and that fulfillment is reflected throughout my entire life. My husband and I spend so much more time together, and the time we do spend is so more because we're both present to each other and support each other.
Looking back on those "before" years, I can clearly see all the signs telling me that my success was out of alignment with who I really am. Given how many of us face similar challenges at different times in our lives, I wanted to share some of the signs of misalignment today:
**1. Your gut is screaming at you (and you can't breathe)**
I’ve worked with so many people who’ve experienced persistent clenching and/or discomfort in their gut along with shallow breathing. I, too, was walking around practically breathless with a clenched gut. I can see now that it was a huge screaming sign of my own misalignment, and for years I was completely deaf to it.
**Tapping Tip:** Tap through the points while asking yourself repeatedly, *what is my gut and my breath trying to “tell” me?*
**2. You pretend everything’s great**
We all know how this one goes. A friend asks how you’re doing, and you do your best fake-happy. “Things are GREAT,” you begin hesitantly. “My business is taking off. It’s a lot of work, but SO worth it,” you add, gulping down anxiety as your stomach clenches… again.
**Tapping Tip:** Tap through the points while asking yourself, *how do I REALLY feel about my life right now?*
**3. Your sleep and health are suffering, but you’re not motivated to make a change**
The longer I ignored my alignment, the worse my health got. I was barely breathing...losing sleep, gaining weight, my blood pressure was up, and my thyroid was down — and I was hemorrhaging energy. I felt terrible, but I was completely unaware of how to make the changes I knew I needed to make.
Once I began listening to attuning to my alignment, I was finally able to make those changes. My health and wellness have improved gradually over time.
**Tapping Tip:** Focus on **one area** that you want to come into alignment. As an example, let’s say you know you need to go to bed earlier but rarely do. Tap through the points while asking yourself, *why am I resisting going to bed earlier?*
**4. Your life feels (wildly) imbalanced**
If one part of your life is consistently taking off while the rest seems to be imploding, there’s a good chance that your life — and YOU — are out of alignment.
**Tapping Tip:** Tap through the points while asking yourself, *what would my most aligned life FEEL like?* Notice any negative emotions and limiting beliefs that arise, and tap through them.
**5. Your crowd makes you feel like the odd person out**
If you’re surrounded by people whose values don’t align with who you are, you’ll inevitably feel like you have to do whatever you have to to 'fit in'.
Often, instead of listening to our intuition, we’re surrounding ourselves with the wrong people for us, and we try to adapt by changing our behavior, and appearance and hiding who we really are because we don't feel we'll be accepted, loveable or worthy as our true selves. That only multiplies our dissatisfaction.
**Tapping Tip:** Focus on a group or person you often spend time with and tap through the points while asking yourself, *how do I really feel when I’m with this group/person?*
As you notice how you’re interacting with your intuition, remember to be gentle with yourself. I can say from experience that it can be *really* hard to notice toxic parts of your life when you’re immersed in them every day. While making sudden, drastic changes isn’t always possible or even wise, by using Tapping as a technique to connect with and shift misalignment, you can start to gain clarity and begin moving your life into closer alignment with who you truly and authentically are.
## My daily practices:
**listening to Karen Curry Parker's alignment mantra**
meditation and tapping
open-focus brain exercises
studying and learning alignment practices, systems and protocols that I can then share
time with my amazing husband
### Books I'm reading:
Open Focus Brain by Dr. Les Fehmi
Magic Feeling by Richard Dotts
Boundless: Your How-To Guide to Practical Remote Viewing by Lori Lambert Williams
Future Self by Dr. Ben Hardy
My husband's new book
SPECIAL THANKS to my Superheroes, Guides & Teachers (the people I've been fortunate enough to connect with and learn from)
Karen Curry Parker
Katie Irvine (Sort of Spiritual)
Jan Moraski (Empowered Living by Design)
Erin Claire Jones
Fiona Wong (The Wild Pixel)
Carola Nott (Hypnotherapist)
Lori Lambert Williams (CRV guru)
My goals as your guide
Through the discovery, exploration, and implementation of your unique superpowers combined with subtle energy shifting techniques, daily practices, and a simple strategy that all prioritize your satisfaction, well-being, and success, together we celebrate and integrate all the aspects of your newly aligned self so that you can (and you will) achieve your heart's desires, your goals, and your dreams.
It’s time to deeply understand yourself, to start nurturing your body, soul, money, and mind, and find your true purpose. If this sounds like what you want, I invite you to connect with me.
All my services are virtual, and I offer complimentary discovery, clarity and strategy calls, so I invite you to connect with me at https://go.oncehub.com/GuinWhite. I look forward to helping you get clear on what you want and how to get there!
- Santa Fe, NM, USA
- Guin White | Aligned by Design